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25th-May-2013 08:34 pm - [sticky post] My (Gowing) Archive!
So I've decided to re-configure my archive! Well.. actually... I accidentally deleted the first one >.< This one will be better, I swear! So the way that this is going to be set up, is by type of fic (One Shot, Chaptered, ect.) and then with the newest additions being added to the top of their respective category :) However, I'm not sure that  I got the order right in the chaptered fics.... Haha, but I hope that you enjoy what I have to offer you! And feel free to comment on anything, no matter how old ^^

Also feel free to add me if you want! But I do request that you at least comment once before doing so... just so that you aren't a complete stranger to me :D

~Aya



P.S.

Sorry that this isn't the most attractive thing ever >.< Organizing and linking over 55 fics and chapters is a little tiring! Hopefully I can improve the aesthetics later.


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Meto &lt;3
30th-Oct-2013 09:24 pm - Goodbye~
Just do me one more favor, ok? Listen to this when you read this....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pa_Lg_xLjLs

Goodbye guys~ Maybe one day I'll come back.

~Aya

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Meto &lt;3
11th-Aug-2013 07:58 pm - Dear Stranger 16/16 (FINAL)
Title: Dear Stranger
Chapter: 16/16
Author: namlessliberty7
Pairing: Kazuki/Manabu (Main) Byou/Rui (Side)
Rating: PG (subject to change)
Genre: Romance, Fluff, AU, Subject to Change
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: I don't own them... because slavery is illegal...
Summary: No, the purpose of this letter wasn't to preach to you, nor is it to make you change your life based off of what I think. The point of this letter is simple: I just want to change who I am.
Note: At the bottom :)

I love you, Manabu. My Mana-chan... I know that now, that I love you.Collapse )
Kazuki
11th-Aug-2013 02:09 pm - A Whole Year?!

I can't believe that it's already been a full year since I started sharing my fics on this account! In a way it seems like it's only been a short while, but at the same time it feels like I've changed and grown way more than a year's worth...

And as cheesy as this sounds, I would really like to thank you guys for all of the support over the course of the year, it makes writing and sharing all worth it :3

Love you all,

Aya
Mua~

Meto &lt;3
10th-Aug-2013 10:09 pm - Dear Stranger 15/16
Title: Dear Stranger
Chapter: 15/16
Author: namlessliberty7
Pairing: Kazuki/Manabu (Main) Byou/Rui (Side)
Rating: PG (subject to change)
Genre: Romance, Fluff, AU, Subject to Change
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: I don't own them... because slavery is illegal...
Summary: No, the purpose of this letter wasn't to preach to you, nor is it to make you change your life based off of what I think. The point of this letter is simple: I just want to change who I am.
Note: At the bottom :)


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Manabu~
10th-Aug-2013 02:59 pm(no subject)
Has it already been almost a month since I've even posted anything?! I suppose that it was for the best though, keeping myself more to myself while I try to sort out everything in my head. I'm doing a lot better now though, having fewer and fewer mental breakdowns and relapses, which is always a good thing :3

I've also started writing again, which is a slow and painful re-entry for some reason... although I'm trying ^^ I've almost written the last two chapters for Dear Stranger, as well as the fic that I promised a fellow KazuMana lover so long ago (sorry about the wait on that...).

Hopefully I'll be coming back full force before my summer is over! Thank you for putting up with the few and far between updates ^^;
Tora B&amp;W
14th-Jul-2013 03:54 pm - I'm Home!
Sorry that I've been out (I say that too often, don't I?), but I'm finally home. My little leave of absence, but it was... pretty necessary. I was admitted into the hospital for most of last week after pushing myself too hard on too little food until I collapsed.

The thing is, I've struggled with a pretty difficult eating disorder for the past two(?) years, and I had it under control for a little bit, but after breaking my jaw and having to go on a liquid diet I somehow lost grasp with my situation. I thought that I was going to be able to manage it now that I'm able to play soccer again and work out, and that did work for a while, but I suppose that such issues always find their way back, huh?

I know that it's a bad thing, and I know that someone young and active like myself shouldn't have such a fixation with weight and image, I've heard all that before... but I guess that I have to admit that I can't change the way that things are. No matter how much I want to -- and need. It's like... I know that I'm healthy, and I know that I don't need to be doing what my mind wants, but I just can't.

On the positive, while at the hospital and after a few x-rays (checking for broken bones after I collapsed) the doctors decided that my jaw might as well be wired while I was there. Which means no more broken jaw for me! Although it was pretty freaky... because those make it hard to breathe out of your mouth, and I haven't been able to breathe from my nose since I broke it last... Heheh ^^;

Anyways, I really just wanted to tell you guys this... mostly for myself, and a little bit because I just want to be honest about what's been going on~

Love you all and be back to writing once I get my head together and healthy,

Aya
Meto &lt;3
4th-Jul-2013 01:16 pm - Beautiful Lie (Aoi/Uruha)
Title: Beautiful Lie
Chapter: (Short) One Shot
Author:namlessliberty7
Pairing: (I pictured it as) Aoi/Uruha
Rating: PG
Genre: Gothic, Slightly Poetic Feel, AU,
Warnings: Past Character Death
Disclaimer: I don't own them... sadly....
Summary: In the emptiness that had grown within me, I had shoved the ideology that was you to fill the space between my ribs, to erase the visible cracks that you had left within the shell that I had become.
NOTE: At the bottom :)

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Aoi
3rd-Jul-2013 03:23 pm - Stitch Me (Koichi/Meto)
Title: Stitch Me
Chapter: One Shot
Author:namlessliberty7
Pairing: Koichi/Meto
Rating: PG
Genre: Gothic, Romance (?),
Warnings: OC Character Death, Debatable Mental Issues/Emotional Issues, some Language
Disclaimer: I don't own them... sadly....
Summary: "It wasn't your fault, Meto. There was nothing that you could do," The warm body on mine whispered soothingly, the soft words not being able to reach past the bleeding memories in my ears. "It was an accident, it wasn't your fault..."
NOTE: At the bottom :)

Murderous hands that couldn't save her...Collapse )
Meto &lt;3
30th-Jun-2013 02:29 pm(no subject)

Sorry that I've been out from writing for a little bit, and possibly for a little while more! I've been having a total bitch of a writer's block, and it's making me go insane! And then I've been away from the computer while helping my sister fix up her new condo that she recently bought... and I don't know how much longer that is going on for >.< If I do post anything new in the near future, they will probably be little shorts in an attempt to rid myself of this damned block. But hey, it might go away soon, you never really know *shrugs*

And, in case you haven't noticed, I started a new community! Mejibray_Yaoi would love if you check it out ^^:

Meto &lt;3
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